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bye bye kelsey [21 Aug 2004|09:37am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Green Day ] Kelsey is leaving in oh, about two hours. I'm pretty sssad but i know that she's happy there and thats all that counts. ((friends forever)) the next time i see her its gonna be me walking across that stage receiving my diploma and her in the audience hopefully screaming my name at the top of her lungs haha. ::save the pandas:: I got my first paycheck yestesrday!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLING BLING. and i got my licsence two days ago, and god, my life seems so much easier. i have playoffs tomorrow for softball! that should be fun, i suppose. i woke up today at 8 cause i had to go to work at 9, but when i arrived there they were like uhh no your not supposed to work today, so that was a definite +! other than me being sad about kelsey and the weather being REALLY shitty, hopefully it'll be a good  day.   confessions

:'( [18 Aug 2004|10:04pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Graduation ] Kelsey Alexandra Watt I love you.     1 confessions

hmm [16 Aug 2004|09:54pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | she will be loved-maroon 5 ] hmm i hung out with melissa lynn hill and danielle mae spencer saturday afternoon, and that was just, let me tell you-fun. it was good getting together with them. :-) then that night i went out , but i dont remember with who...same with sunday night. all i know is that tonight im staying in.. ididnt have to work today which was so awesome. i work tomorrow though 3-9. eek. but wednesday i get to see bert for the first time in a long time. shes gonna be grounded til august 30th, but that doesnt mean we can't sneak around. haha. she got a cell phone, and i am so happy for her. its what shes been asking for so long. kelsey leaves thursday. im not ready for that.. have a good one.

doopeysssssss [14 Aug 2004|09:41am] [ mood | good ] [ music | goodbye to you- michelle branch ] yuck! its really early.. i dont know why im up. i guess because im so used to going to work so early, its so routine for me. yesterday i worked 8 hours straight! apparently im only supposed to work 24 hours a week, but now hes got me working 32 hours a week. this means saving up money for a car!!!!!!!!! my parnets and i have both agreed that we would each pay 1/2 of it. so the 19 of this thursday is going to be a big day for me. ooooooooh. :-X last night i was supposed to hang out with ali. but she disappeared, which is really freaky, cause she never goes anywhere without calling me or telling me. i'm assuming that since her relationship with her mom is so fucked up, they probably got in a fight and she ran out. but she should've called me. ah i hope shes okay. i didnt wanna sit around and waste a friday night. so what i did was hung out with kelsey. yeah. it was a lot of fun though. definitely worth it. she has so much going for her. shes so lucky. shes so blessed. (sounds weird saying that, but its the truth kids) shes so lucky she got the opporunity to get out of brighton. honestly, i give her major props. leaving your home to start up another home across the seas-i mean come on, no one in brighton would ever have the courage to do that. i know i wouldn't. but kelsey would-and she did. and seriously, that is just beyond amazing. ah i admire her so much. so what did we do? we just basically talked and talked. we didnt see eachother for 8 months, and there was a lot to catch up on. im not afraid to say that although shes miles and miles away from home (well she will be this coming week again) shes still the one friend that i can talk to about everything. SERIOUSLY EVERYTHING. (even if its about the most random things, like eating potato chips and noticing that they're stale) hahaha. although i'm sad to see kelsey go so soon, hopefully we'll hang out before she leaves. 1 confessions

yeah. [10 Aug 2004|10:00pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | bert called me from john mayers concert/maroon 5 ] hmm juggling time between basketball, friends, and work. summer needs to be over, cause im really not liking it. 1 confessions

bored, somewhat [04 Aug 2004|10:47pm] INSTRUCTIONS: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don't bold is false. 01. I miss somebody right now 02. I don't watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping All The Time..Its My Life 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I've tried marijuana 09. I've watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin (For the most part) 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby 18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I'm really, really smart 21. I've never broken someone's bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I'm paranoid at times 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast sometimes 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to do cornrows 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent 47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 48. I think that I'm popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex (On the cheek) 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders, i've worn a sweater on my shoulders 57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal 58. I don't hate anyone. 59. I'm a pretty good dancer 60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 66. I love drama more like AFTER DRAMA!!! 67. I have never been in a real relationship before 68. I've rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I've called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I'm not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes 81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend's ex 99. I'm happy as of this moment <33 4 confessions

wooh depressing eh [01 Aug 2004|01:49pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | feels like home ] what the hell i just wrote a complete entry and i pressed the bakc button by accident. i think its meant to be, i said some mean stuff in the previous entry haha. ooh wells. basically my summer has been composed of mabff and bert. bert and i are now best friends and we are better friends than we probably ever will be. we freakin finish eachother sentences for cryin' out loud. haha. shes a funny one. ive realized that i am sick of making promises. promises that arent made to be kept. "we wont hang out today but soon enough we will!"-that line doesnt work for me. it really doesn't. i hate that line so much. so everytime someone says that to me i just know that they aren't my friends. only because every time someone has said that to me, we never hung out. kAW for example. i miss her so incredibly much, i dont think anyone realizes. so much that it makes me teary eyed every now and then just like now. but i think that what im holding onto is the past, and i can't do that anymore. i need to look to the future and try to strengthen our relationship with her while she is here. its what the present that counts i guess. i just hate regrets, seems like i always have that with her though. im also very fustrated because i feel like i'ev put forth so much effort by like callin her so many times, and like it just never gets through. i've basically just given up. so kaw, if you see this, i hope you have a good summer. i love you so much im so glad that we've been such great friends for such a long time all the way from my old house doing the limbo for my birthday party all the way up to jumping off your garage roof. those times will never be replaced. i should be getting a computer sometime this week. right now im on lia's, my sisters. she moved back in. long story. its stupid. but im glad that i've got a best friend living in the same house as me. softball tonight :-) i love it, i guess ill seeesomeoneeeee thereeeeee :-D steve and i have been talking lately. we are definitely hanging out sometime soon. sara left today this song makes me really teary eyed something in your eyes makes me wanna lose myself makes me wanna lose myself in your arms something in your voice makes my heart beat fast hope this feeling lasts for the rest of my life if you knew how lonely my life has been and how long i've been so alone doesnt feel like home anymore... confessions

um yeah [28 Jul 2004|06:27pm] whadduop i just got done with playing nitendo with sara (honeky donkey kong) ahha dammit. i just got back from oc (ocean city) buwah. it was really fun...i wish i was still there by the ocean, getting eaten by sharks. lala. fun stuff. lately ive been hagning out with my good freinds, and them only. i love them. its been some gerd ! :-) sara nad i have figured out tat one of them ostannoying things is when people say ?!?!?! hahahaha.. im getting picked up in like 15 minutes-wiat no, 16 hey 16 is my lucky numba! im stupid. see ya. oh yeah sara says hi. RIP summer steve. confessions

yup. [11 Jul 2004|03:11pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | When you've only got a hundred years to live.. ] words cannot express how i feel. i am just shocked. i thought things would be different; better this time. feels like home? yeah tahts just bullshit. 6 days..i'll need this vaca. two missed CALLS. 1 confessions

these are my confessions... [03 Jul 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Confessions ] summer's finally here, and its going pretty well. i could tell you a little bit about what has been happening, but i dont really wanna get into it. most of its good. i've joined a softball team, and now i play every sunday. its really fun, plus theres spencer++ every girl's dream guy. yeah i think you know what im talking about. anyhoo, im prety sad because i was supposed to hvae a reunion with scab tonight but i guess not. im not too sad about it, because i know we'll hang out EVENTuALLY :-) however, i have been hanging out with whats her face-yeah, rock on bert. shes a funny one. im lovin the t-courts... ah!<33 OceanCity::16 :-) gettin' pumped oh and...Kelsey Alexandra Watt comes in like 6 days!!!!! we best be KA14BFFEIN' IT UPPPPPPPPPPPP peaceeee 4 confessions

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